What did I do to deserve a love like this?

The smile that she faking is tragic, hate looking at it. That magic I tried to grasp it, she's had it with the dramatics, fantasizing love so classic, tragic to what she got up in her attic. Can we mind fuck?
Do I lie when I look inside her eyes? Hush don't say a word, i know I make you hurt, sorry is my favorite word. I don't deserve your trust, but can we make it work? I hate to end the story, can we wait until the morning to decide on it?
She was used to being hurt, I took that curse from her. Sometimes I wonder what it's all for

Loves turns to war so quickly

I envisioned us - married and 50 couple of kids that we drop off at little league. I'm addicted to you You only want the best, I need to listen to you. Fuck the bullshit, we in love. I'm a mess but can you clean me up?. Girl I'm the worst but you're something I can't lose. Just let me tell you the truth, that'll be the first. Don't know what I gotta do, just love you so much that it hurts

All the sins you committed you could probably use a couple minutes in church But, for what it's worth, I think you're perfect. There's an angel hiding underneath your surface. You're the woman of my dreams, I'm looking at her sleep, I shouldn't be so weak.
What did I do to deserve a love like this? You see her shining? That's my sunlight.
I'm sick of fighting, that smile is so inviting. I hold on to this feeling, I wish it would last. Don't wanna lose you for some evil I did in the past. You knew I fucked that bitch and you didn't react? it's me and you, how simple is that? Gave me all your love and now I'm giving it back